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Monday, September 12, 2005

!tired

*Pissed-Off*

been struggling with my proj fer lyk e pass few wks...or even mths...feel lyk giving up on it at pts of time..it's lyk so damn fcuk ^ having to design n redesign when e lecturers are unsatisfied with ya stuffs...although i'm always those few frm e last...slacking..rotting..doing nothing...so wad??it's our design..ain't theirs.... *wake up ur ideas* we're e ones doin e job...not U!!

editing re-editing..over n over again..ARgh...fed up..thou til now it's lyk only left a wk fer us to complete everything once n fer all...n dere's CRIt session...nt even sure myself whether i have enuff tym to complete everything by tis wkend...renders..plottings to be done..kitchen write out..a1 panels 2 be print out..3dviz..perspectives(again)...= time+effort n more time+effort....no life.. =X

did start off smoothly...cos of trg n all..made mi slacken myself down..till now..was behind tym..behind others...wanted 2 giv up on tis sems proj..but dun tink i shld..guess i would disappoint e lecturers n others..yupz..i did carry on **nt wanting or feeling to** i'm tired...stress..everiting tat u can describe to show tat a person does nt want anything 2 be done at tat moment...leaving everiting aside n do things his happie with..thou now he dun even noe's wad he's happie doing....or wad he feels happy doin =(

Life sux..it's always being controlled by others other den urself..wad's e point...?

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beenlazyandallthouukeepaskingmi2domythingsntleavingthemto
lastminwrkagainbutijuscantfindeheart2dosodoesntseemstohave
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glad2haveubymyside-supportingmi-missingU-

***ripped0ff***

MosaicTiles scribbles on 11:55 PM

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..:Myself:..

Name: Yan Han
Age: 20
Gender: Male
Status: Single
Current occupation: Serving the nation
Sch: Graduted(SP)
Course: Interior Design
Birthday: 03/03/1987
Place of Birth: Singapore
Location: Jurong West St 64
Race: Chinese
Email/Msn:
hanstriker@hotmail.com
Friendster:
labelled-yan-@hotmail.com
Ambition:
Yet 2 be a qualified Int Designer

..:My Likes:..

ping
Designing
Squash
SE z610i/M600i
iPod Nano
Black Levi's watch
Prince M+ racquet
Pool & Biliard
Music
Online-ing
hanging out with my friends

..:My Dislikes:..

Rushing fer submission dates
waking up on time fer lessons
inTech dwg
Detailing
Annotations+dimensions
Theory of Design
* - DESIGN SUX - but i love it*
* i'm gonna hang onto my passion*
~~spy-wares~~
~~ad-wares~~
~~pop ups~~

..:Wants:..

More tees
More berms
~~a pair of jeans~~
a pair of Vans slip-on
Getting good grades
Get a job
earn more $$$$$$$$$$
Getting a good life

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